wasnt at hm yesterdy night....my mom's auntie died....was bit of carsick on the way there. went to e funeral.....realised tht my mother's side, the family lifeline very short.this auntie died at 57 plus......so sad...though i hardly knew her.... nv met her b4....mb once or twice...she lives in india n comes to s'pore once every 5 yrs... at there, funeral,i emptied dusbins n practiclly listen to some ancient languages..... i dont understand wad all e auntie's n uncle's r saying.... i just smiled...smiled n smiled....reached hm bout 11 plus...
bath....tv n slept....auntie came so must sleep on my sleeping bag.... survior,im pissed with danni....i hate her....she doesnt deserve the million bucks...stepth does...cause she outwited,outlasted n outplayed...wadever....amazing rce 2moro....cant wait....
tselyn ciaos
b4 that, leave u with a translation of chinese song into eng..The sky

RUN AROUND
that hasn’t cleared up for a while
As usual retains your smile
Cried before
Yet no way to bury guilt
The kite has run aground in the overcast sky
Missing you, still waiting to be saved
I’m pulling the string
Reviewing the tenderness you gave
Loneliness that is insolating
Laughing at me for not being able to give a promise
How come, how come
You unexpectedly forgave me

I can only forever be reading the lines
Reading the hurt I gave you
I cannot forgive myself
Then ask you to regard that I’m already not here
I open my eyes
Looking at the empty space
Forget the expectation you had towards me
Finished reading dependency
I will leave very soon