im truly disapointed in myself. i haven done my best in exams for some subjects like poa n maths. i could have done it, but i didnt use my time wisely. i seriously didnt have time to rest. its jus doin all e way. no time to check. change answers. wad happened... where is my 15 pts of middy. NO MORE!!..i think w my mid results, i could jolly well go for a nursing course in a poly. i mean wth. this is not wad i wan in life. i wan to be a doctor, a journalist, a interior designer...i wan to specialist in something major.

3 more papers. science p1, math p1 and poa p1.

i have to do some drastic stuffs in these papers to pull my marks up. everyone keeps telling me, 'never mind. its just e mid. its e Os that counts'. then i would be thinkin, if i keep that kind of attitude, wad good would it do? it would jus let me do last min work. i dont wan to do that. i dont wan to rush last min.

how i wish i was a contestant in 'deal or no deal' .then i can have money. no mroe money problems. haiz.

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