ok, so mb i really care a lot on how people think of me as a person. and so what if i like comparing with others?? DONT YOU? hello?? come on, dont deceive yourselves. there is just a part of you that wants to show how good you really are and wanna compare. or mb its just me?? i really dono... theres kindda a lot of misconception about my personality and character. it seems that i am LOUD, NOISY, IRRITATING, WEIRD and most of all DUMB(because of my gpa). i mean hello??? its me!!!! i am like that. if you want me to change , there is seriously no way i can be your friend. i mean, im not taking it negetively for having these traits but come on!!


work was expecially tedious today.chionged with OT till 630. wah, it was practically, RUSH RUSH RUSH.but the feeling is like..WAH !!!damn shuang, i think i love the fast-paced world. anyways, had the black-out feeling again when i was on the train. i couldnt see nor hear ANYTHING/. seriously!!! got out of the train and rested but dragged myself back onto the next train for work. i was damn scared i was gonna die ok??? seriously, this is like e 2nd or 3rd time it had happened to me from the start of 2008. what if i DIE one day?? will anyone care?? i think NO ONE WOULD CARE except for my cliques in sec sch and my relatives la. WTH right?? its just silly thoughts. dont bother about me.

going out with kl,sam and gio 2moro for dinner. cannot wait!!! i needa crap with these peeps. hahas. its been a week or 2 sicne i saw them and i miss them already!!!

cutting hair with charm on friday. i want to cut it short and i dont give a damn on how people think about it. AT ALL!!! highlighting when i get my other pay. HEHE.

tselyn au revoir