i have found out that i've changed.
to be exact,changed for the worse.
lets take MFP for an example, i was shooting words to people like no bodies business. i was like telling people my answers ain't right and asked them not to copy from me. ok, let's say im selfish. but who isn't. its not that i don't wanna let them copy, but seriosuly, what do people benefit from that? ok, im not saying i don't copy at all, but, before i copy, i tried. you see the difference?
im utterly freakin' disappointed at my character now.

however, looking on the bright side, my accumulated grades for MFP weekly assignments is 17.9/20. it felt good cause i did it by myself. ok, maybe not entirely by myself but help from sab and fuji. ok, im DIRECTLY shooting at those who copied from me and sab. but, i really have to say this. what do you benefit from copying? NOTHING right?

i think due to this incident, i was DAO-ed by so many people.
ok, fine. just because of trival matters, dao me for all i freakin' care.

school today was kindda shitty.
except for the fact i have confidence in my BIS test. even though i lost some marks due to some imperfection in my forms, i think i'll at least get a B. other than that, however jovial i may be in class, i'd still feel i don't belong there.
tk goodness i have wenqi and saberina with me.
otherwise, i will be damn IDIOTIC and be damn emo in class.

french was shitty too. i was like, i dont even know how to explain how i felt.
maybe its truly the right oppotunity to go to TP. if really, my english pass, i'll REALLY go to TP. so what if i have to redo another year, it beats having to face class politics and stuffs. it sucks like shit lahs.

went home with chanel,joanne ans saberina. and that was the only time i felt happy.
im facing loads of crap now, school and friends.
but what can i do? NOTHING.

i jus piss everyone off huh.
tselyn au revoir