haven't had stay-home days in a long long long time.
so, staying at home today was great. ample rest. finished the secret life of an american teenager. because of the irritating BEEP sound from my motorrazar, i got freakin' woken up at 10am. to think i slept at like 3am? so, after web-videos, slept till 7. chiong-ed my tvb drama and curryfish-ed for dinner.
i have like so many books to read man. im waiting for sam to lend me the wedding and my slumdog ain't completed yet. yet, i cant find the mood to read it. im so into the books yet im not in the right state of mind to read it. WEIRD.
read a couple of blogs today. seeing how different classes of peeps are doing with their friends kindda make me envy them. why cant our class be the same? when i got my results today, called a classmate. we used to talk but now, everything changed. is it due to character change or the conversation we had that day? if the situation was to stay like that for the rest of semester, i would rather TP really want me and i'll go there. theres no need to tolerate these. unfortunately, tp's just not meant to be. so, i guess i will just have to act like i dont care about it and just move on with life. worse come to worse, i'll isolate myself from the class and be a loner.
its crap man. everytime theres a holiday, i'll have this sucky feeling. since e registration of private Os are still on, why not i just RETAKE ALL MY SUBJECTS and go to tp next year. 2 yrs lagging. but who the hell cares. no one ever cares about me. call me stupid but if you are in my position, you'll do the same thing. to almost everyone, i know im considered as a joke. no one ever takes me seriously. but pls, i have a sensitive side too. maybe just tooo sensitive for you all to find . i may be crapping and all , but seriously, if i dont crap, do you think i have friends? i dont have a choice. ive tried being someone else and its just freakin' nonscence.
spare a thought for me.FOR ME and not someone else.
i just want everything to go back to normal. but who really knows wad normal is.
life is truly a contradiction.
toodles peeps:(
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life - Tuesday, March 17, 2009 @ 7:06 AM
haven't had stay-home days in a long long long time.
so, staying at home today was great. ample rest. finished the secret life of an american teenager. because of the irritating BEEP sound from my motorrazar, i got freakin' woken up at 10am. to think i slept at like 3am? so, after web-videos, slept till 7. chiong-ed my tvb drama and curryfish-ed for dinner. i have like so many books to read man. im waiting for sam to lend me the wedding and my slumdog ain't completed yet. yet, i cant find the mood to read it. im so into the books yet im not in the right state of mind to read it. WEIRD. read a couple of blogs today. seeing how different classes of peeps are doing with their friends kindda make me envy them. why cant our class be the same? when i got my results today, called a classmate. we used to talk but now, everything changed. is it due to character change or the conversation we had that day? if the situation was to stay like that for the rest of semester, i would rather TP really want me and i'll go there. theres no need to tolerate these. unfortunately, tp's just not meant to be. so, i guess i will just have to act like i dont care about it and just move on with life. worse come to worse, i'll isolate myself from the class and be a loner. its crap man. everytime theres a holiday, i'll have this sucky feeling. since e registration of private Os are still on, why not i just RETAKE ALL MY SUBJECTS and go to tp next year. 2 yrs lagging. but who the hell cares. no one ever cares about me. call me stupid but if you are in my position, you'll do the same thing. to almost everyone, i know im considered as a joke. no one ever takes me seriously. but pls, i have a sensitive side too. maybe just tooo sensitive for you all to find . i may be crapping and all , but seriously, if i dont crap, do you think i have friends? i dont have a choice. ive tried being someone else and its just freakin' nonscence. spare a thought for me.FOR ME and not someone else. i just want everything to go back to normal. but who really knows wad normal is. life is truly a contradiction. toodles peeps:( |
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