'theres a time for everything.' thats what people would say.
but they just don't realize i don't have time for everything. its different.
having worked in the same environment for the past 2 months is crazy. its becoming more and more mundane.
the thought of me, in the same environment for the next few years, is depressing.
i'd wonder who i'll makan with.
i'd wonder who i'll talk to when i have trouble at work.
i'd wonder if i'll breakdown at work like i did a couple of times.
i'd wonder whether i'd make mistakes at work without being told.
loads of i'd wonder.
after I've accepted the position, i realize i don't have time for myself.
its just five-half day work every other day.
im just a young kid. i wanna have fun. i dont wanna settle so soon.
sucks having to grow up.
i also realize, whenever i talk university education with my parents, i'd get bloody frustrated.
very annoyed. prolly cause i get mad at myself for not being able to make into local uni and for having no directions.
i haven't got a clue what i wanna major in.
i hate IT, SCIENCE, BUSINESS, ENGINEERING. tell me what's left then! ARTS?
ive thought about social sciences. psychology was a path i wanted to take in secondary school, but again, tons of reading and my reading mood fluctuates. its crazy.
chinese new year is 2 days away.
seriously, i havent gotten into the festive mood.
i havent gone to chinatown, river angbao, nothing!
weird year.
hope it gets better:)
