everyone makes them and sometimes it may be good or bad.
im exploring different poly websites now. hoping to choose a better school and be free of all those class politics and to have a better environment to study in. hopefully, nearer too.
im kindda interested in INTERACTIVE MEDIA INFORMATICS . if i manage to get a C5 for my english, i can get into that course. it seems like so much fun la. media+ IT. i can say that this is much better than engineering+ IT. but, who knows. that my choice. but is that my fate? no one knows till next year.
im kindda sick of the nonsence people are giving me now. being an only child, im so used to atenttion and stuffs. ok, i am very optimistic when it comes to studies cause what i want is just pass and do well. even though, sometimes, the grades just don't go the way i want, im easily contented. so what if i fail or borderline pass, there might be people who does worse than me right? so, i should just keep my optimistic character on life and be happy.
why should i care about how people think of me?? ok, sometimes you do want some opinions about yourself, i mean, who am i kiddin, who doesnt. so far, remarks have been 'friendly', 'helpful', çheerful' and etc. but, thats on the surface. does anyone truly understand how i feel inside? how i find myself? NO RIGHT??? i also dono how to describe this feeling. its kindda understood to me but i just cant say it out.
words simply can't describe how i feel now. period.
seeing how happy we all used to be. it will nv be the same as before.
ignore my randomness on this post. its just my usual rantings. no one actually cares.
tselyn au revoir
-je pah trés bien
